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Fuchsia Motel

by Royal Angst

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1.
Gia 01:57
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In this dress I'm the biggest mess I'm so fucked up I must confess I love this girl Can't love her less I must confess I must confess Gia Gia Gia Gia Gia Gia I'm this dress I'm the biggest mess Die for a hit And bruise my lips I'm beautiful I'm beautiful I'm beautiful Was beautiful Gia Gia Gia Gia Gia Gia In this dress I'm the biggest mess Still beautiful I must confess
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Simon Says 03:15
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Simon says get, get a nose job Simon says get liposuction. Simon says try some lip injections Simon says it's not an infection But I beg to differ Cause I see it's contagious And I beg to differ The media, it changes us Simon says get, get a boob job Simon says men will like you better. Simon says crave to be thinner Simon says skip out on dinner But I beg to differ Cause I see it's contagious And I beg to differ The media, it changes us And it makes me feel Like we dont matter Makes me feel Ugly on the outside Makes me feel Like we don't matter Makes me feel ugly on the outside Simon says get, get a nose job Simon says get liposuction. Simon says try some lip injections Simon says it's not an infection
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Killing Time 03:22
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I'm counting flies Kicking back Killing time Or is it killing me I'm counting tiles Resting on dirty laundry piles I'm swimming in denial 123 123 1234 123 123 1234 123 123 1234 123 123 12 The lemons life gave Made some shitty lemonade Was a bit too sour But I roll With the punches anyway, 'Cause fruit punch tastes better 123 123 1234 123 123 1234 123 123 1234 123 123 12 Years pass me by Still off track & living lies Owe myself an apology I'm sorry for everything. I never meant to hurt you Baby, I'm a freak. I'm a freak 123 123 1234 123 123 1234 123 123 1234 123 123 12 I'm counting flies Kicking back Killing time Or is it killing me?
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Guilty 04:02
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I'm not interesting I'm just boring I'm not pretty I'm so ugly I've got low self esteem And you've got everything I'm not innocent Im so, I'm so Guilty Guilty Guilty Guilty I'm not worth much I don't have much What's my purpose To kiss your lips I'm not worth the time And you're not worth mine Don't speak to me Leave me, leave me. Leave me Leave me Leave me Leave me I'm not interesting I'm just boring I'm not pretty I'm so ugly. I've got low self esteem And you've got everything I'm not innocent I'm so, I'm so Guilty Guilty Guilty Guilty
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Senseless 03:27
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Make up your mind What do you want But please just take your time It's getting harder to pretend That I'm doing just fine I feel stupid and incomplete I'm right here at your feet Yeah I'm senseless and insecure Cause I know that you'll Never stay Never stay Never stay With me You'll run away Run away Run away From me Make up your mind What do you want Just don't play with my mind I'm having trouble trying to live Outside this head of mine I'm pathetic and helpless There's so much I regret You're almost just as bad You're human Yeah I know that you'll Never stay Never stay Never stay With me You'll run away Run away Run away From me I'm sorry I'm not perfect I'm sorry I'm not worth it I'm sorry I'm so selfish I'm sorry I'm not everything you wanted You'll never stay Never stay Never stay With me You'll run away Run away Run away From me You'll never stay Never stay Never stay With me You'll run away Run away Run away From me Make up your mind What do you want But please just take your time
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Phenylethylamine 04:01
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I've been dying for heat For sweet nothings from your teeth For a touch that makes me weak Can't get enough Can't get enough All I breathe is you I feel see-through Constantly crave you You make me feel high I'm addicted to your sound I want your skin on my mouth Got my head up in the clouds I can't come down I won't come down All I breathe is you I feel see-through Constantly crave you You make me feel high Run your fingers through my hair Say you love me, say you swear Run your fingers through my hair Say you love me, say you swear All i breathe is you I feel see-through I constantly crave you You make me feel high We're salacious yet sweet You turn me on like a bathroom sink I melt like chocolate when you speak Can't get enough Can't get enough All I breathe is you I feel see-through Constantly crave you You make me feel high You make me feel high You make me feel high You make me feel high You make me feel high You make me feel high
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Crocheted (Go Away) 04:24
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I'm weak I'm crocheted Pull this string and walk away I'm naked I'm to blame. I wouldn't have it any other way Dowse me in kerosene Watch me burn oh so slowly I'm confused Fucked up too You light me up I burn for you I need you Can't have you I need to breathe you in I need you Can't have you I need to breathe you in I'm feeble I'm frail You're intoxicating to inhale My skin is braille Pay close attention to detail Touch me, softly I want to hear you say you need me I'm dirt, you're sand You slip through mine I stain your hands. I need you Can't have you I need to breathe you in I need you Can't have you I need to breathe you in Go away Go away Go away Don't go away Go away Go away Go away Don't go away I need you Can't have you I need to breathe you in (Go away) I need you (Go away) Can't have you (Go away) I need to breathe you in (Go away) I need you (Go away) Can't have you (Go away) I need to breathe you in Go away... Go away... Go away... Don't go away
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Clownfish 04:30
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You live inside my head You've made yourself so Comfortable Don't Pay the rent I want you in my bed When I'm alone with you It's like nothing Could go to shit When I'm tangled up in you Feels like the whole world's sleeping When I'm tangled up in you Only our two drums are beating There's clownfish swimming in my head Stirring up a whirlpool of Emotions It's funny how I'm used to it But strangers would stop & stare And they'd think that I'm out of my mind.. When I'm tangled up in you Feels like the whole world's sleeping When I'm tangled up in you Only our two drums are beating The clownfish are Swimming swimming swimming And my head is Spinning spinning spinning The clownfish are Swimming swimming swimming And my head is Spinning spinning spinning When I'm tangled up in you Feels like the whole world's sleeping When I'm tangled up in you Only our two drums are beating When I'm tangled up in you Each others secrets we are keeping When I'm tangled up in you In this love affair we're needing In my fantasy we're wed Under the same roof With our kids and our pets I'm obsessed with it I think about you every day and night I can't get you out of Of my head Can't get you out of my head I wish that you were in my bed I can't get you out of my head When I'm tangled up in you Feels like the whole world's sleeping
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Tangerine Dream 03:08
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I had a dream where I was lost in some kinda space I can't remember Much of anything, but everything was Tangerine Everything was Tangerine Everything was Tangerine Everything was Tangerine I walked in circles I hit my head against the wall My eyes started bleeding Blood ran into my mouth And it tasted like.. Tangerine My blood tastes like Tangerine. My blood tastes like Tangerine. My blood tastes like Tangerine Tangerine My brain was Tangerine My brain was Tangerine My brain was Tangerine Tangerine Everything was Tangerine My blood tastes like Tangerine My brain was Tangerine I had a dream where I was lost in some kinda space I can't remember Much of anything, but everything was....
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Sick 03:34
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Dealing with your shit Makes my stomach twist Like I ate some sick And it just didn't fit A sick girl to be A sick girl to be You laugh at my face While you watch me bleed Don't Don't Don't get close to me Don't Don't I just might Don't Don't Don't get close to me Don't Dont I just might die Ooo you're like a snake It makes me hot My fevers running high I'm horny not You hear what you want You hear what you want You twist and turn my words You twist and turn your thoughts Don't Don't Don't get close to me Don't Don't I just might Don't Don't Don't get close to me Don't Dont I just might die Dealing with your shit Makes my stomach twist Like I ate some sick And it just didn't fit Hand me a baby bib I'll show you a trick I'll spit up my sick Till you're buried in my crib Till you're buried Till you're buried in my sick Till you're buried Till you're buried Oh, Don't Don't Don't get close to me Don't Don't I just might Don't Don't Don't get close to me Don't Dont I just might die I just might I just might die I just might I just might I just might die
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Home Sweet Home 03:08
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This isn't home to me Daddy's punching out Mama's teeth He said "she's talking back to me" She says "I smell mendacity" This isn't fair to me You're both wrong Can't you see Mothers been abusive physically And daddy reacts So violently She'd rather get it in Over teaching her kids a lesson Leave me to raise my siblings Then crawl back cuz she got rejected On my dinner plate All I taste is Abandonment Pour some salt on that shit Or sugarcoat it Like you always do This isn't home sweet home to me To me this isn't home sweet home This isn't home sweet home to me To me this isn't home sweet home When I hear that crash and that boom I run to my room I stay in one corner I don't make a move When I hear that crash and that boom I run to my room I stay in one corner I don't make a move This isn't home sweet home to me To me this isn't home sweet home This isn't home sweet home to me To me this isn't home sweet home This isn't home sweet home to me To me this isn't home sweet home This isn't home sweet home to me To me this isn't home sweet home
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Lover Girl 05:55
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Baby, I've been awful lonely Here in my cell I miss the world a pretty picture In an electric shell Tell me I'm your Only Lover girl Tell me I still Make your Belly swirl Why must you be far away Come into my mind I'll wrap you in my arms so tender In these pink cushions we'll hide I'll tell you You're my Only Lover boy I'll tell you You're my Only Favorite toy Oooo Why Oooo Why Some times I Wanna shrink you down Down to my size Put you in my pocket Some times I Wanna collect your eyes Into my hands Straight from their sockets I wanna be The only queen You'll ever see Your only lover girl Baby I've been awful lonely Here in my bed Drawing up some naughty pictures To fill the space in my head I'm hungry Aching Craving you Constantly Insatiable Ravenous I am weak Ooooo Why Ooooo Why My heart says You're my favorite pet From my collection Of curious critters I wanna feed you Chew your meat for you You'll never be blue As long as I have you In captivity I wanna be Your only queen Your only lover girl Come out from under the bed Come out from under the bed Come out from under the bed Come out from under the bed Come out from under the bed Come out from under the bed Come out from under the bed Come out from under the bed Yeah yeah I am your only lover girl I am your only lover girl Come here to me I wanna be The only queen You'll ever see Your only lover girl Your only lover girl Your only lover girl Your only lover girl I am I am
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Red 03:25
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Sleepovers and secrets were A waste of time You loved to walk in and around And then back out of my life Don't know what I ever did wrong On my side But I know you've made me cry A million times You've changed so much I don't even know who you are anymore Intentional or not you chewed me up Spit me on the floor Wish I never kissed you I know you think that I'm a bore I don't know you anymore You never taught Me how to swim and it shows Cuz here I am Still drowning in My sorrow Maybe its your girlfriend Who made you cut me off Or maybe you're just really Sick of me You've changed so much I don't even know who you are anymore Intentional or not you chewed me up Spit me on the floor Wish I never kissed you I know you think that I'm a bore I don't know you anymore Your favorite color used to be red Like the color of our friendship Now it's dead Always left me for The cooler kids instead After this song I wont let it get to my head You've changed so much I don't even know who you are anymore Intentional or not you chewed me up Spit me on the floor Wish I never kissed you I know you think that I'm a bore I don't know you anymore You've changed so much I don't even know who you are anymore Intentional or not you chewed me up Spit me on the floor Wish I never kissed you I know you think that I'm a bore I don't know you anymore
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Fuchsia Motel 04:13
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Fuchsia motel Sat in my head Blood and sex stains Rest on the bed Where my feelings laid And got confused Tangled up and Then they broke loose Depression smokes in the shadow By the vending machine Suspicion lurks around the corner Of room 23 Disgust feeds off the crumbs On the carpet floor And love overdoses Cause she can't give no more Fuchsia motel Sat in my head Blood and sex stains Rest on the bed Where my feelings laid And got confused Tangled up and Then they broke loose Anger is sent to sleep on the couch In room 3 While sadness creeps all around Infecting Happiness snores in bed Fast asleep While Little dizzy is buzzing on cola Watching pornography Fuchsia motel Sat in my head Blood and sex stains Rest on the bed Where my feelings laid And got confused Tangled up and Then they broke loose I've got no more rooms available No vacancy I don't want to feel I've got no more rooms available No vacancy I don't wanna feel I've got no more rooms available No vacancy I don't want to feel I've got no more rooms available No vacancy I don't want to feel Fuchsia motel Sat in my head Blood and sex stains Rest on the bed Where my feelings laid And got confused Tangled up and Then they broke loose At Fuchsia motel Sat in my head Blood and sex stains Rest on the bed Where my feelings laid And got confused Tangled up and Then they all broke loose

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released December 5, 2020

All Music & Lyrics by Jackie Rose

Jackie Rose - Vocals, Rhythm Guitar, Lead Guitar, Bass, Drums

Rene DeAnda - Drums, Lead Guitar, Bass

Recorded at Dune Records USA and Mouse Jelly Studios
Produced by Rene DeAnda
Co-Produced by Jacqueline Rosario
Mixed, Mastered & Engineered by Rene DeAnda

Artwork by Jacqueline Rosario

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